In her beloved’s arms she lies
In her mind she considers the face of another.
She wonders of His kiss,
She longs for His hands to caress her body.
Her mind, restless with the thoughts of another.
She loves the one she is with,
But lusts for the one she never had.
Their affection unconsidered she wishes to awaken as she lies in the arms of her beloved.
Her beloved, the result of prayers answered,
Her beloved so devoted, so single-minded in his love for her.
Her beloved so contented next to her.
She lays restless in his arms; never showing it
She lies next to him as the darkness of lust beckons.
Beckons and tempts her to fulfill her desires.
Her desires ignited by the sight of Him.
As the darkness beckons her reservations die,
Tear drop by teardrop.
As they hit her heart and make a hollow sound-
She decides and takes the plunge
Into the darkness beyond the light of love
And leaves behind a shell that rests in the arms of her beloved.